05/10/2026
This is a special video my daughter made for me in 2023 for Mother’s Day, and I constantly look at it . I got some things wrong in life , made a few bad choices … but the ONE thing I got right was parenting my children, then I lose one so traumatically💔 As a good mom, I can only ask God why over and over again . There’s no such thing as being perfect , but we were MY definition of perfect… my little family that I kept together all by myself as a single mom ! I loved them , protected them , prayed over them, planted the love for God and family inside of them , raised them in the way they should go (in the word and church ) , just to sit in a hurt I can NEVER recover from …. BUUUUUT GOD ! I am still suppose to trust God , but it’s hard and it’s tested everyday ! I am still Zion’s mommy, and even though the twins are now grown … they’re still my big babies !!! ALWAYZZZ MY WHYZZZ!!! Happy Mother’s Day to me. It’s been one hell of a ride, BUT I’m still holding on 🌹 ❤️❤️❤️
**Mother’s Day isn’t the same, but I’m trying ***