01/15/2018
Hi everyone im sorry we have not updated in a little while with the holidays and this month it's just so hard for myself and my family. We are missing our bear so much. It's about to be 2 years and I'm so crushed. My anxiety has been threw the roof since January 1st, and I've rarely been on Facebook because I just need to take this time to breathe and try and get threw the worst day of my life. We miss our son so much. Everyday hurts, everyday is a struggle and each day of January I'm reliving what happened to my baby π£π£π£π’π’π’π’π’ I don't understand it and I feel like I never will. I'm taking the this time to be with my family. I wish heaven had visiting hours.
My heart hurts so much. I can physically feel my heart hurting and it's the most painful feeling in the world. No one understands at all, unless you are someone that has lost a child. We love you so much Logan. If I had the power to switch places with you I would in a heart beat but I was completely helpless and couldnt do anything but comfort youπ£ please send our family prayers for this week. We really need them. We love you so much bear, always and forever in our hearts π£β€β€β€β€β€β€