05/09/2025
30 DAYS
An entire month of hospital life as a cancer patient.
I still have a hard time even saying those words… My life changed so drastically in the 4 weeks that make up a month….
One thing is for certain though, is that my faith, hope, peace and love are unwavering. God is here and near. Guiding me. Healing me. Teaching me patience, powerlessness, healthy coping skills, to be loved and helped by so many people who care for me, Asher and my family. I’ve been through so many difficult and trying times before but this one is certainly the cherry on top of the cupcake.🧁🍒
Through it all, I am overwhelmed with gratitude I’ve never experienced before… The outpouring of love, kindness, generosity, prayers, cards, messages, gifts, food, and support I have received thus far is truly incredible and I can’t thank you all enough. I feel as though I don’t deserve all this love but it’s making me see and face myself… Someone who never wanted to be in the spotlight, no attention drawn, not taking up space… I wanted to stay small and hide. I wanted a simple life. I wanted what I wanted, damn it!!
They say is you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans. And so, my prayer continues to be “thy will be done.” I don’t know why or how I got leukemia, all I know is my higher power is my strength and my Healer. He is seeing me through and will continue to do wondrous things to my body to rid me of this horrible disease. 🙏🏼
As far as updates go, I finished my last chemo treatment this past Wednesday! 🥳 My numbers are looking good, I’m losing weight, I’m more tired and weak than usual, my hair is starting to shed, I have hot flashes and night sweats but I’m not sick. Like at all. It’s honestly unbelievable! And I can only attest this to the amount of people praying for me…
I am grateful beyond words, wrapped in love and am going to be okay. AND I have less than a week before I can get tf outta here and start my outpatient journey…. God is so good!
XOXO,
Sweets🧁
“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” - Phillipians 4:13