25/03/2024
Friends, almost three years ago, I started an educational camp in a graveyard to teach laborer kids. I had met these kids while sitting beside my late sister, Aniqa Baji's, grave. Since then, so many difficult times have come and I've wished to walk away, but somehow I've stayed. And I plan to keep going until the job is done.
People try to explain my work to me as 'God's work,' 'jaza-e-khair,' 'passion,' 'good deeds,' etc. None of this resonates with me. I don't think in terms of good or bad deeds. And I'm definitely not passionate about helping the downtrodden.
I was raised as an orphan child and grew up standing behind the protective figure of Aniqa Baji. She stood between me and the world. She did not deserve to die, and I did not deserve to live without her. So much struggle, so much heartbreak.
So friends I do my work only for love. Nobody can pay me enough money to do this maddening, thankless job otherwise. I do my work because the pain of Aniqa Baji's death feels as if somebody has pushed a dagger into my heart and has left it there. The pain is unbearable but also so valuable that it has to be put to some good use.
Today, I'm only interested in my work because I believe that's what Baji needs me to do. I want to be left alone with my work and my students.
I'm not interested in the rewards, appreciation, claps, or even cancellations. I do not wish to catch up or stay in touch. With all the humility in my heart, I want to say that the world has nothing to offer me personally nor do I want anything from the world. Except for one thing: the world can help me with my work. I need the funds to do this work.
If you want an obsessed, former-software-engineer, moved-only-by-love nerd to work on educating street kids then I'm your person. You can support my work by making a donation or by sharing our work with your network. Long-time supporters of the foundation are most welcome to stop by the school and meet the kids in person.
To make a donation: https://www.aniqanaz.org/donate
Thanks!
Beenish
Chief Mazdoor & Other-Menial-Things-Doer