15/04/2025
I can’t help but think about everything all at once. My due date is getting close—maybe next week, or by the end of April or early May. The money we worked so hard for, the one I keep in my wallet, is for Peanut—our baby. Every shoot, every session, every sleepless edit… we’ve poured our heart into it all.
What’s making this even heavier is that the hard drive or SSD that’s giving me trouble contains all of our clients’ photos from April—including our own Wedding photos. I honestly can’t sleep thinking about how this might affect our clients, and how I can possibly make up for it if I can’t recover everything from the memory cards.
I’ve already messaged them to explain what happened. I’m willing to offer freebies for their event or next shoot, and even give the raw files for free—just to make up for it, and to ask for understanding and forgiveness.
But more than anything, I’m worried about my baby. I don’t want her to feel the stress I’m carrying right now. I want her to feel peace and love inside my tummy, not this weight. I’m trying to stay strong, for her. 🥺
And I still hold on to hope that the person who found my wallet will realize how much that money and the SSD means. That it’s not just cash—it’s the fruit of hard work, love, and sacrifice for our little one on the way. 💔😔