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28/05/2026


Female

Exam suru huna 5 minute agadi samma lagirako hunxa:
“Maybe miracle hunxa ani easy question aauxa” 😭

Tara question paper kholne bittikai reality hit hunxa 💀

Padheko kura ni brain bata automatically delete vaye jasto lagxa…
Theory yaad garna garo…
Coding ko syntax arkai tension…
ani sabai bhanda dangerous chai “back lagyo vane?” wala thought 😭

Baira bata “thik xa” vandai basxam…
vitra chai pura system error chalirako hunxa 🥲

Exam sakkesi feri eutai motivation:
“Aba next sem dekhi chai genuinely padhxu” 🤝😭

15/05/2026


Male

Internship start garda lagya thiyo…
“aba ta real IT life start hunxa” 😎

Tara reality chai arkai raixa 💀

Meeting ma basda half kura bujhdina…
Task aauda YouTube, Google, ChatGPT sab kholnu parxa 😭
College ma assignment submit garna sakinthyo…
office ma chai “deadline” sunesi heart attack nai aaula jasto hunxa 😅

Daily new kura sikira xu…
tara kaile kai afulai herda lagxa ma yo field ko lagi capable nai xu ki nai 🥲

Still trying… slowly learning…
Maybe sabai ko beginning estai hunxa hola.

30/04/2026


Male
Class ma ek jana cha… jasko lagi mero focus nai disturb huncha 😅
Lecture chalirako huncha, tara mind chai code ma hoina… usmai stuck bhairako huncha.

Lab ma basda screen ma code huncha, tara side bata ekchoti herda heart ko RAM nai full bhako jasto feel huncha 💻❤️
Us sanga bolna man ta dherai huncha… tara syntax error jasto words nai niskidaina 😭

Group discussion ma sabai confident huncha, ma chai usko agadi mute mode ma basirako huncha… ani pachi afai sanga regret 😶

Message garna khojchu… type garchu, delete garchu, feri type garchu… last ma send nai hudaina.

💭 Maybe life ma sabai kura debug garna mildaina… kehi feelings chai unsaid nai bascha.

Relatable ho ki ma matra ho esto? 👇

19/04/2026


Female
IT padheko 2 barsha bhayo…
Aaja samma “Hello World” nai sabai bhanda confident code lagcha 😅
Placement ko kura aauda chai tension matra badcha…
Kasailai same feel huncha?

Kaile kaahi lagcha theory matra padhirako jasto, real skill chai katai missing xa…
Sabai jana aafno track ma agadi badirako dekda jhan overthink huncha.

06/04/2026


Male

Ma dherai try gardai chu… honestly, sakdo mehenat garirako chu. Tara result chai jasto sochya thiye, testo aaudaina 😔

Coding sikna baschu, error aauxa… feri try garchu, feri fail huncha. Aru haru aagadi badirako dekhda lagcha ma chai katai atkiye jasto…

Assignments, exams, sabai manage garna khojchu, tara jati gare pani “enough bhayena” jasto feel huncha. Kahile kahi afai sanga doubt lagcha… ke ma capable chu ta?

Tara feri rokina pani sakdina… bistarai bhaye pani agadi badirako chu.

Shayad progress dherai thulo hunu pardaina… sano sano step pani ek din thulo result bancha.

Relatable ho ki ma matra ho esto? 👇

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27/03/2026


Female

Assignment ko deadline 1 week agadi nai tha hunxa… plan pani banaunxu “yo pali ta time ma start garxu” vanera. Tara k hunxa vaney, 6 din samma YouTube, TikTok, reels sab complete hunxa… assignment chai untouched 😭
Last day aayesi chai suddenly motivation ko bhoot aauxa… coffee 3 cup, Google 20 tabs, ChatGPT open, ani coding start 😭💻
Bug aayo vaney lagxa life nai crash bhayo jasto…
Exam ko bela pani same story… “yo chapter ta sajilo xa” vandai skip garxu, ani question paper ma tei nai aauxa 🙂
Deadline driven machine jasto feel hunxa aajkal 🤡
Relatable ho ki ma matra ho esto? 👇

23/03/2026


Male

Ma IT padhna aako thiye… future banauna.
Tara kahile yo heart le feel garna thalyo, tha nai bhayena.

Suruma sab simple thiyo…
timilai assignment ma help garne, coding sikhaune bahana…
tara real reason chai timilai herna matra thiyo.

Timi mero junior hau…
maybe timro lagi ma just euta senior matra hola,
tara mero lagi… timi bistarai special hudai gayau.

College ko tension, coding, deadlines ko b**h ma…
timi mero peace banisakyo.
Timi sanga kura garda sab thik jasto lagcha.

Maile yo feeling ignore garna khoje…
sochthe focus career ma garnu parcha.
Tara jati ignore gare pani, timro yaad aairahyo.

Malai tha chaina yo thik ho ki hoina…
ra timi le k feel garchau pani tha chaina.

Tara…
yo kura bhanna mann lagyo —

Somewhere between coding and life…
I fell for you. ❤️

08/03/2026


Female

I studied Biology in +2 because I thought I would go to the medical field. I imagined myself becoming a doctor one day.

But life had another plan… I joined CSIT.

In the first semester, when I saw programming, I felt like I had entered a completely different planet.
In Biology I used to study cells, organs, and the human body.

Suddenly in CSIT it was:
`int`, `float`, `while`, `for`, `public static void main`.

I was like: What language is this? Is this even English?

At first, coding looked impossible.
One small error and the whole program refused to run.
I missed a semicolon and the computer acted like I committed a crime.

Sometimes I wondered if I chose the wrong field.

But slowly, little by little, things started making sense.
The same programming that once looked scary became interesting.

Now my confession is this:
I didn’t come to CSIT because I loved coding.

But somewhere along the way…
Coding slowly started making sense to me.

And maybe that’s how every CSIT student’s story begins.

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03/03/2026


Male
I Choose IT because it seemed cool. We were coding, hacking, building some apps, making good money. From the outside, it all appeared exciting.

But the truth is that sometimes I feel lost.

Some days I can’t understand the code at all. Everyone else seems to understand it sooner. I Google basic things. I copy and paste code from Stack Overflow, and act like I understand every word of it. Sometimes I don’t.

Deadlines stress me out. Bugs make me doubt my intelligence. A single mistake costs me hours of my life.

More than once, I’ve considered quitting.

But I also know this: the feeling when my code finally works, even if it’s just a little program, amazing. It reminds me why I started.

So here’s my real confession:

I’m not a genius programmer. I am a nobody trying, failing, learning and trying again.

And maybe, Being an IT Student really is that.

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16/02/2026


Female

After SEE, I chose Biology in +2 because I dreamed of becoming a doctor. Like many students, I believed wearing a white coat would make my parents proud and secure my future. After +2, I even prepared for the MBBS entrance exam. I studied hard, sacrificed my time, and hoped for the best.

But after losing a year trying, reality hit me hard.

I realized that to become a doctor, you either need exceptional talent to crack the entrance exam or enough money to afford private medical education. Sadly, I had neither. That was one of the most painful realizations of my life.

With a heavy heart, I changed my path and chose Computer Engineering for my bachelor’s degree. I thought, “IT is the future, I’ll manage.” But the truth was—I had zero background in programming. When I first saw C/C++, it felt like one of the difficult language. While others were discussing logic and concepts, I was struggling to even understand the basics.

I still remember memorizing code just to pass programming exams. I didn’t understand what I was writing—I just remembered lines like a theory subject. It was a horrible feeling. Sitting in the exam hall, writing code I barely understood, hoping it would compile. That phase broke my confidence many times.

But slowly, things changed. With time, practice, failures, and sleepless nights, I started understanding the logic behind programming. I realized IT is not about memorizing syntax—it’s about thinking logically and solving problems.

Nowadays, I see students who start coding right after SEE. They explore programming, build projects, learn from YouTube, and join training early. Honestly, I feel they are making the right decision. Starting early gives confidence, clarity, and a strong foundation.

If I could go back, I would tell my younger self:
“Don’t be afraid to explore IT early. Skills matter more than titles.”

This is not a story of failure. It’s a story of redirection, resilience, and growth. Sometimes, the path you didn’t plan becomes the one that shapes you the most.

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