14/07/2026
As many of you know, I decided to do something else after 25 years of non-stop targeting. I was exhausted and wanted to let go and see what would happen. I walked 1500 kilometers, very good but not enough time to think. I returned to the Netherlands in December 2025 but left again in January 2026. I was extremely emotional. This slowly disappeared and I finally was able to write down how I was damaged.
I already wrote some time ago that what they do to us is in most cases "trauma-based mind control". And they use torture to create trauma. I tried to list all these traumas, where I use the word trauma to indicate that this very much affects my life. Here is the list I came up with:
- Self-isolation, social distancing;
- Never a moment of peace / Total loss of privacy, not even in your head;
- Living on borrowed time;
- Pain is relative, there is always more;
- Extreme uncertainty about the future;
- Things I can never tell;
- R**e and mind r**e;
- Living in the Matrix feeling;
- Missed opportunities;
- Unforgivable crimes and hatred
The problem is of course that the targeting never stops, so there is no way to get rid of these traumas. Also, writing does not solve anything. Do I feel better now that I have written this down? Yes, writing always helps.
Anyway, it's a long article and Traumas is part 4. My experiences with many details. Click the link below to jump to this part if you want to read more:
14 July 2026
Peter
Western democracy and Targeted Individuals: Trauma-based mind control, Background, Personal notes, Traumas.
