29/04/2026
Hello my wonderful sled dog family 👋
I know I’m not around atm but I want you to know I’m fighting really hard through all the pain. I’m not going to lie I have my bad days when I pray to anyone upstairs listening to please let me catch my breath for just a moment and I’m sure many out there can relate to that.
It’s been another week of hospitals dental surgeons and tests, so more poking and prodding to add to the pain, but that’s ok, as it’s only going to confirm or not confirm what the specialists suspect is going on.
This June will mark a year ago I contracted GBS suddenly, the cause? likely extreme stress and I get it and that’s on me as I took on something I wouldn’t wish on another living soul not even my worst enemy. I let my heart lead and in doing so it came at an incredible cost to my health, my family and all because I loved so deeply.
What’s done is done and if anything it has taught me some very valuable lessons in life, some of which I kind of knew already but again your heart wants you to see the good even though you know there isn’t any.
Gillian Barre Syndrome has taken so much over the last 10 months and it is still taking from me but every day I push myself to walk my pups and to make sure I fight it.
This month we had big plans to do a sponsored mountain hike up Helvellyn in the Lake District to help the pups in need, but life has other plans for us atm, but we did get to the lakes to switch off from drs, hospitals and if truth be told I could have stayed away forever. I didn’t miss my phone, the internet it was just us and the wilderness.
Next month I’m having more procedures and the diary is just hospitals and specialists but it’s all good and it’s all going to be ok whatever the outcome.
I miss you guys a lot, I want you to know I am fighting hard and I’m going to do my best to get the springtime funds pot draw done and get the other funds sent, after that I’m not sure what will happen for a little while fundraising wise😔
We miss you all and I will continue to keep you all updated as best I can.
The man in the photo is Craig my absolute rock with of course our NH Pups Kibou & Freedom 💚🖤
Thank you all so much for your kindness over the last couple of months I may have said goodbye to my cake making career of 14 years which has been hard😢
I may have said goodbye to other things that was so easily done but through it all I’ve remained true to who I am and what i believe in.
NH will continue for many more years to come I hope and that makes me so happy.
Helping the pups just fills my heart with joy and happiness and not helping them I feel like something is missing at times.
They are the reason so many of us do what we do, it’s something we can’t fully explain but it completes us🥰
Keep being amazing guys 💚🖤